My Beautiful Babies Xx

2003 - 2003
LocationDoncaster
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth01/09/2003
Date of Death01/09/2003
Visitors591 since 22/07/2009
Creator

This is my page for the babies that were never meant to be, i have no other way to remeber them and
this seems the best way for me to deal with this. .

** 1st september 2003 **
i was 18 at the time and this was the hardest day of my life i saw you're tiny heart beat and you're
little arms and legs move but you were to good for this place and it still haunts me every day i do
wish i knew then what i knew now,
you were 8 weeks old and iam still gutted even 6 years on. .
born 1/9/03 went to sleep 1/9/03... my beautiful baby sweet dreams.

** 26th APRIL 2009 **

at 5 weeks you left me and you're daddy heart broken but yet again you were to good for this place
the doctors said you didnt last long but to me you were 5 weeks old and you were real. you was going
to be a christmas baby due 14th december, but insted you were here to early on 26th april 2009.

**18TH JULY 2009**
baby due 5th march but now an angel due to the nasty mumps virus since thursday 16th i thought you
had gone and due to the mumps i wasnt allowed in the hospital and told to stay at home saturday 18th
arrived and i knew i had to be seen they took my bloode and said the hcg was 4,857 this meant you
were still here even with the pain and the bleeding nextlot of bloode was taken and then the words i
had to hear again ''im sorry rea you're hcg level has dropped dramaticaly and in the past couple of
hours you have lost the baby, my heart went from joy to sadness i felt as if someone had run in the
room and hit me with a brick, i was sent home to pass you out into the world and i was happy with
this home is were the heart is and were you belong, i cant belive this has happend again in such a
short space of time. u were taken away frm me daddy and lil sis..... 4 days on and i feel so cheated
by this and im heart broken.
you were so longed for and i knew you would of been so happy and loved with us 3. xxxx iam heart
broken and wish i had more room on here to say how much iam gutted ...x x x x mums babies x x x x


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LOVE YA'S ALL XXXX

Rea Lowther (Mammie) October 1, 2009

i'm so sorry

hi luv i'm so sorry to hear this love you too bits hope u are ok if u need to talk i will send u my number on face book xxxxxxxxx

Vikki August 31, 2009

love you dear mummy
And i know I'm not here today
But last night while i slept
Sweet angels flew me away

They gave me a beautiful garden
With wings to fly to you
Mummy don't cry i am here
And that's what angels do

I'm happy in my garden mummy
And i want you to smile for me
As now i can watch over you
Just like you watched over me

Send me some lovely flowers
And little gifts for me to play
Don't miss me mummy i love you
And i am here right now today.
Copyright© Sharon wheeler 2007

Antonia King (GTS Friend) August 13, 2009

love you dear mummy
And i know I'm not here today
But last night while i slept
Sweet angels flew me away

They gave me a beautiful garden
With wings to fly to you
Mummy don't cry i am here
And that's what angels do

I'm happy in my garden mummy
And i want you to smile for me
As now i can watch over you
Just like you watched over me

Send me some lovely flowers
And little gifts for me to play
Don't miss me mummy i love you
And i am here right now today.
Copyright© Sharon wheeler 2007

Antonia King (GTS Friend) August 11, 2009

xx

Good morning my beautifuls, still hurting but love you all so much. x mummy x

Rea Lowther (Mammie) July 23, 2009

so sorry for your losses rea,sweet dreams little ones xxxxxx

Antonia King (GTS Friend) July 23, 2009

An angel opened up the book of life and wrote my baby’s birth, she whispered as she closed it 'too beautiful for earth'



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For a Special Angel

A tiny hand we’ll never hold
A child without a name
Your coos and giggles
Won’t touch our ears
But we loved you just the same

The twinkle in your little eyes
Was not for us to see
We longed to hold you in our arms
But it was never to be

Angels now hold your tiny hand
They’ve given you a name
Your coos and giggles grace there ears
But well miss you just the same

Those twinkle in your little eyes
Now light the skies at night
Angels hold you close in loving arms
You’re always in there sight

Tiny hands we’ll never hold
We have no reason why
But we’ll always hold you in our hearts
Even though we said good bye

(from GTS Poems)
Love Mary xxxx

Mary Thong-Garner July 23, 2009

After making his new angel
God looked down from above
He happened to notice you
And all he saw was love

He said to the angel
"I need to send you there,
There is where you'll be loved
Where you will feel the most care"

So God sent you this angel
To nuture, love and grow
But not an angel you could keep
For it would soon be time to go

You taught this angel wonderful things
That only a mother could do
Your angel learnt compassion and warmth
Whilst living inside of you

This angel was one that would have to leave
One you'd hardly hold
One you'd mourn for the rest of your life
If the truth be told

God realised you'd miss this angel
And so he gave you tears
A way to express your love
Over the coming years

Then God called this angel home
And asked what the angel had learned
The angel said a love so strong
In a mothers heart had burned

"I learnt that love can exist
Even when I've gone
For love never dies you see
I've learnt it carries on"

God looked at the angel
Smiled and gave a sigh
"You have learnt a valuable lesson
That often passes people by"

The angel looked at God and asked
"Why is my mummy so sad?"
God answered "when I called you home
It made her miss what she had;

But soon she will realise
I sent her a special gift
I sent her you my child
Although I took you swift

Her love for you will never wain
You will remain ever in her heart
You will be in her thoughts and feelings
Like you've never been apart"

The angel asked God what this mummy did
To deserve such a wonderful thing
"Your mummy is so pure of heart
she makes the angels want to sing"

The angel thanked God
For giving him such a lovely mum
So you see in loving your angel
Your work is truly done

God didn't wish to punish you
He only showed you love
He gave you a special angel
A gift from heaven above

He knows only a special person
Can be an angel mum
He made us in his image
He lost his only son

He know's just how your heart aches
And wished that wasn't so
But your angel is so happy
In God's heavenly home

So when you think of your angel
Please just smile, don't weep
Be proud that God chose you
To love an angel so sweet

When your heart feels empty
Your life so full of despair
Remember God picked you!
Because no-one else compares
(Author Unknown)

Gillian Taylor July 22, 2009

If i had a magic wand i'd turn back time and make all better but iam no wizard, so all iam left with is this page to say i love all 3 of ya so much even though we never got to meet! xxxx mummy xxxx

Rea Lowther (Mammie) July 22, 2009
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